MY RESIGNATION By Tammy Glover

“You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness.” Romans 6:18 NIV

This is my official resignation letter. I am resigning my position as worrier, regretter, self-doubter and self-punisher. I have served in this position faithfully for most of my life. I don’t fill fulfilled any longer and not to mention, the pay has been less than stellar.

Despite the stress of this position, I do believe it served a purpose. It has taught me several things. I have learned that God is with me, always, even if I don’t listen and try to do things my own way. God is always patiently waiting for me to open my arms to Him after I have fallen. I also learned that my current position is not where He has meant for me to stay. I didn’t realize I was blind until He opened my eyes.

Praise God, He has offered me a new position. I have humbly and gratefully accepted His offer to become one of His faithful followers. I no longer have to worry because He provides for everything. I no longer have to doubt my worth because I am apart of His royal family. I no longer have to punish myself for past mistakes because He has forgiven me. I no longer have regrets. Well, maybe I do have one regret leftover. I do regret that it took me so long to accept God’s offer.

Well, it is time to say goodbye to this position. I can’t give you a two weeks notice, as my new position starts immediately. I also won’t be able to come back and visit. My new position does not allow me to look back. I am so excited; I’m finally on the right path to my destiny.

Sincerely,

Loyal servant of the Kingdom of God

P.S. I also plan on recruiting as many of my coworkers too, so expect many more resignations.

“If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” John 8:31 NIV

WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH? By Tammy Glover

“Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” 1 Peter 5:7 NIV

Why does it hurt so much to worry? Why does my head throb and my stomach stay tied up in knots? Why does my back ache and my neck feel tight? It’s as if I have the weight of the world sitting on top of my shoulders.

Every possible negative outcome races through my mind. When someone attempts to give me a word of encouragement, I shoot them down. I have everything under control. I can manage worrying about my hectic life and worry about you too with my hands tied behind my back.

Denial can only last but so long. When I go home my worries follow me. They wake me up in the middle of the night and torture me. Why? In the darkness, a voice says, “worry is a burden that you were never meant to bear.”

God provides for all the needs of His children so that they don’t have to worry. Life presents challenges but He has promised to never leave us alone. When the worries of this world start to weigh you down, lay them before the Lord and watch Him perform miracles in your life.

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:6-7 NIV

The Mighty Fist By Tammy Nicole Glover

“But these people have stubborn and rebellious hearts.” Jeremiah 5:23 NIV

Look at my mighty fist. It may look small but it can hold so much. It can hold anger and bitterness. It can hold fear, annoyance, frustration and every hurtful word that was spoken against me. It’s all held securely inside my mighty fist. I admit it’s a lot to hold in my grasp but I don’t want to let go. I want to keep my control over it. My mighty fist allows everyone to see how I was mistreated. They can understand why I can’t trust them. They can understand why I can’t completely open my heart to them.

The problem with this is that no one really sees any of that. They can never see the pain that I have balled up in my fist, because they are too consumed with whatever they are keeping inside of their own mighty fists. We are all desperately holding on to fistfuls of pain.

Now, we may feel safer with our mighty fists held high, but we forget that we can’t reach out and hold on to God’s hands with them. We can’t grab a hold of our brother or sister’s hands. We can’t give or receive a comforting embrace. We can’t receive our blessings.

I don’t want to miss out on my blessings, so I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I lift up my mighty fists to God and let go of the anger. I let go of my bitterness. I let go of my fears. I let go of the pain. I let go of all of it until my hands are free to receive God’s grace and mercy. I’m safely in my Heavenly Father’s arms.

It stings when I let go of my mighty fist. I cry but with every tear I shed, I release God’s healing and forgiveness. My heart opens wider. I am free to love as Jesus loves me.

“Come near to God and he will come near to you.” James 4:8 NIV

OLD ENOUGH By Tammy Glover

“When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.” 1 Corinthians 13: 11 NIV

I’m not too old to watch cartoons. I’m not too old for big fluffy slippers. I’m not too old to catch a snowflake on the tip of my tongue. I’m not too old to throw my head back and laugh at the top of my lungs. I’m not too old to count the stars. I’m not too old to chase butterflies. Even though I may look crazy, I’m not too old dance in the rain. I’m not too old to cry. I’m not too old to accept sound advice, even if it comes from an unexpected source.

I am, however, too old to withhold my forgiveness. I’m too old to allow anger to rule my life. I’m too old to not accept God’s healing. I’m too old to worry about what man thinks of me. I’m too old to keep trying to prove to the world that I’m worthy. I’m too old to walk in fear. I’m too old to not accept responsibility when I make mistakes.

I’ve been blessed to live long enough to learn to trust God in all situations. I’ve learned to stay in praise even when I don’t feel like it. I’ve learned that even though I fall sometimes, God is still there to pick me back up. I’ve learned to step out on faith. I’ve learned that God truly loves me. There are so many people who will not be given the chance to learn these things. They will not be given a chance to grow older. If you’re one of the people blessed with this knowledge, share it with someone else and thank God.

IN WEAKNESS, I AM STRONG By Tammy Glover

“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” 2 Corinthians 12:9 NIV

 

 

 

I may not know the right words to say. I may not speak eloquently. I may not have a lot of charisma and charm. My voice my be soft and mild, but when I speak the words that God has placed inside my heart, I’m always heard loud and clear. The words flow freely and smoothly from my mouth. Even when I don’t understand what I’m saying, I’m still understood by the one listening.

 

 

 

I’m not a scholar, complex theories and equations elude me. I don’t have several degrees displayed on my wall. I certainly don’t have the answers to life’s mysteries. I do have the wisdom of God that helps me solve problems that the best minds in the world can’t solve.

 

 

 

I’m not an athletic. I can’t shoot a hoop or catch a baseball. I can’t run a marathon and I can’t climb a mountain but with my faith in God, I can tell the mountain to move and it will obey.

 

 

 

I may be up against the biggest giant, who is proficient in the most advanced weapons. He may be an expert at hand to hand combat. I, on the other hand, may only have a slingshot and a rock, but because I have the power of God and an army of angels on my side, I am a warrior who can slay any giant.

 

 

 

I may be weak on my own but with God I am strong. Praise God, that there is no obstacle that He can’t overcome. There is no battle He can’t win. There is no sickness He can’t heal and there is no problem that He can’t solve. He is God Almighty.

 

 

 

“My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth.” Psalm 121:2 NIV

 

 

 

 

 

 

NOT IN CRISIS, IN CHRIST by Tammy Glover

“With man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God.”  Mark 10:27 NIV

I am not in crisis.  I am in the one that at the mere mention of His name, demons tremble.  Every knee bows in heaven, on earth and below the earth.  Jesus.

I’m in the one who died on a cross, so that I may be saved.  He was raised from the dead.  No, I’m not in crisis.  I’m in the one who conquered death.  Jesus.

I make mistakes.  Sometimes, I trip over my own two feet.  I never stay down for too long because I’m in the one whose blood washes away all my sins.  Jesus.

I walk in dark places.  I have an enemy that wants to harm me.  He lies, steals and tries to kill me every chance he gets.  I’m not afraid because I’m in the one who is the Light and the Truth.  He protects me, avenges me and returns all that is stolen from me in double.  Jesus.

I may not have anyone to talk to sometimes.  At times, I may feel betrayed or get my feelings hurt by people close to me.  I’m not alone though, I’m in the one who everyone must go through in order to get to the Heavenly Father.  Jesus.

I’m exposed to deadly viruses and diseases.  I unknowingly breathe in toxic fumes and ingest poisonous chemicals.  I’m still standing because I’m in the one by whose stripes I am healed.  Jesus.

Nope, I’m not in crisis.  I’m in Jesus Christ.  If you see tears in my eyes, they are tears of joy.  I have joy because he loves me.  I ask and receive because I believe.

If you hear me shouting Hallelujah, I’m praising him because I have overcome.  When I am on his side, I am always victorious, even when it doesn’t look like it.  I think I’ll say it again. HALLELUJAH!

If you see me with my arms outstretched towards heaven, I’m receiving comfort and strength from him.  Nobody’s arms are stronger and nobody gives better hugs.

If you hear me singing at the top of my lungs.  I’m just singing his praises.  To you, my life may look like it’s falling apart but I’m still in Christ and he’s always worthy to be praised.

If you see me dancing around like a fool, don’t call the doctors.  I’m just crazy about Jesus.  I may not be graceful or have any rhythm but that’s ok because I’m in Christ.  It’s ok for you to praise him too.  Lift your hands, raise your voice and do a little dance because Jesus is Lord.  He’s coming back whether you believe or not.  The benefits for believing far outweigh the struggles.  He’ll even be with you during your struggles.  You can’t lose.  If you haven’t already, accept him into your life today.

“Don’t be afraid; just believe.”  Mark 5:36 NIV

LET ME TELL YOU WHAT MY HEAVENLY FATHER HAS DONE By Tammy Glover

“Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever.” psalm 107:1

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Let me tell you what my Heavenly Father has done for me. He had the birds sing me a good morning song when I woke up. Although, I didn’t want to open my eyes, he still gave me sight. I stumbled over a shoe as I rushed to get ready, but he didn’t let me fall.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When I stepped outside of the house, he shined his light on me and he caressed my cheeks with the wind. His favor was upon me as he turned the traffic lights green at just the right time. He kept an army of angels around me to watch over and protect me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When I arrived at work, I was knee-deep in chaos. Problems sprang up one after another. I started to worry. I called out to him in my frustration and he calmed my spirit. He comforted me and renewed my strength. He restored order to my chaos. He replaced my confusion with his wisdom.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

In the evening, he lit a path home with the light of the moon and stars. Although, the birds were asleep, he still had crickets to sing me a goodnight song. Though I was surrounded by darkness, I was still protected. My body was weary but he let me rest in his arms.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Before I drifted off to sleep, I thought about how all day long, my Father’s grace and mercy were with me. I thought about how he protected and guided me. When I felt sick, he healed me. When I ignored him or rebelled against his will, he patiently waited for me. When I whined and grumbled because I didn’t get my way, he never stopped loving me. He never stopped blessing me. He always helped me. This is what my Heavenly Father has done for me. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Don’t Be Fooled! by Tammy Glover

“Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.” Proverbs 13:12

Whether you believer or not, there is an enemy that does not want to see you prosper.  He is intent on getting you off the path that God has laid out in front of you.  He does not want you to fulfill the Lord’s plan for your life.  He doesn’t fight fair and his attacks aren’t always blatant.  Sometimes, the subtle attacks are his most affective.  He uses your thoughts and even well-meaning friends and family. 

DON’T BE FOOLED!  God has a purpose for your life.  No matter how loud the voices in your heard are telling you that life is pointless.  It doesn’t matter if your friends and family are telling you that you can’t.  If  God has called you to do something, do not veer from His plan.  Trust in the Lord.  What God has meant for you is for you alone.  Don’t let anyone or anything try to steal it away from you. 

God has given you everything you need to fulfill His purpose for you.  Whatever you may be lacking, be patient, He will provide it.  Whenever doubts smack you in the face, knock them out with God’s Word. 

“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” Philippians 4:13

“The Lord will fulfill his purpose for me.” Psalm 138:8

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”  Jeremiah 29:11

Never Alone by Tammy Nicole Glover

“Oh Lord, you have searched me and know me.” Psalm 139:1

Three thousand, six hundred and twenty-eight- that’s how many tears you shed today. When the alarm went off this morning, you hit the snooze button, rolled over and mumbled, “I can’t do this.”

I softly whispered in your ear, “we’ll get through this day, together.”

You cried as you stood under the shower, thinking that no one could hear you, but I did. I cried with you and I patiently waited for you to talk to me. Instead, you left for work without saying a word.

At work, I heard your boss as he listed all your mistakes. I know it made you feel unappreciated, frustrated and discouraged. I tried to tell you that I have something better lined up for you but I just need you to hold on for a little while longer.

You slipped in the bathroom and snuck a few more tears. I thought that you would want to talk but you couldn’t find the right words and gave up, even though I told you that you could never say anything that I didn’t already understand.

On the way home, I made sure that your path was well lit so that you could get home safely. You still didn’t say a word as you walked inside the house. You just went straight to the bedroom, curled up in bed and soaked your pillow with tears. I gently put my arms around you and waited for you to talk. When you finally cried out to me, all you could manage to say was, “Lord, please help me!”

That was all you ever needed to say. Your Heavenly Father is already here and I have never left your side. I saw every tear and felt every pain. I moved the clouds to make way for the sun to shine on you during the day and the moon and stars to shine on you during the night. I opened the flowers to show you their beauty and to perfume the air. I made the leaves on the trees dance and the birds to sing, just for you. Yes, my child, I love you that much and I just can’t leave you alone.

Welcome to Balm 4 the Soul, with weekly inspirations by Tammy Glover.

Words of encouragement are like balm for the soul.  They can soothe, comfort and heal.  I hope this weekly blog of inspirational fiction and devotionals does just that.  This week, I’m bringing you a fictional, inspirational short story but I think that it will resonate with a lot of people.  Be blessed, see ya next week!

Be Encouraged–by Tammy Glover

This is the day that the Lord has made: let us rejoice and be glad in it.”  Psalm 118:24 

 Someone asked me today, why am I so cheerful. I have to admit, it wasn’t easy.  I started by waking up this morning, if only I had an extra hour to sleep.  I dragged myself to the bathroom to get ready for work.  I burnt my forehead with the hot curlers, trying to tame my hair.  After fighting with my hair, I rushed through breakfast with my husband and children.  I wondered why they couldn’t be quiet for just fifteen minutes.  How is it that grown men and teenagers can’t find anything?  I jumped in the car and immediately became frustrated because everyone seemed to be driving as if they’ve never driven in the rain before.

When I arrived at work, I had time to spare so I decided to sit in the car for a few minutes and listen to a little news radio.  As I slept peacefully last night, an elderly couple died in their sleep from carbon monoxide poisoning.  A family lost their home to a fire, everything was destroyed.  A man and his three children were killed in a car crash because of a drunk driver.  The driver of the car survived but she’s now paralyzed from the waist down.

This morning, as I made my way to work, employees of a local business arrived at work to find their office doors chained and padlocked.  However, in lighter news, a teenage girl and her friends gathered at a local hair salon to cut their long hair so that it could be made into wigs for women who have lost their hair due to chemo therapy.

I was already tired and grumpy, but thanks to the news report, I was now thoroughly depressed.  I asked, “Lord, how can anyone have joy in their heart when there is all of this sadness in the world?”  God said to me, “My child, I have given you so many blessings, why do you take them for granted?”

Then I realized that while I slept, my family and home were kept safe.  I was able to wake up, when others died in their sleep.  I was able to feel the floor underneath my feet, stand up and walk, while others are confined to wheelchairs.  Someone is losing their hair because an illness is ravaging their body, while I’m complaining about my uncontrollable hair.  I was able to stay dry, in my car, while others had to walk in the rain.  Although, I don’t like my job, at least I still have one. 

I sat in my car and let the tears flow from my eyes.  I am healthy and whole, all thanks to God.  So, the answer to the question, why am I so cheerful is simple.  It’s God. 

 “I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.  I can do everything through Him who gives me strength.”  Philippians 4:12

“…the joy of the Lord is your strength.” Nehemiah 8:10