“Do not boast about tomorrow, for you do not know what a day may bring forth.” Proverbs 27:1 NIV
If only I had savored every moment with my family. If only I would have loved more and judged less. If only I had paid more attention to the people who tried my patience, maybe I would have seen how much pain they were in. If only I had spent more time forgiving and less time holding on to anger for something I can’t even remember. If only I had seized more opportunities to give to those in need. If only I had spent more time reading and listening to the Word of God. If only I hadn’t rolled my eyes when people tried to tell me how much God loved me. If only I hadn’t given up on that family member that kept breaking my heart. If only I had prayed more. If only I realized that I didn’t have more time.
As I lay in the back of an ambulance, while a paramedic shocks my heart to get it to restart, I realize that my life has always been in God’s hands. I’m hoping that God will have mercy on me as I feel my spirit leaving my body. I’m praying that He will bring me back and give me more time, time that I will no longer waste. I know now, how precious time is. Time is meant to be spent loving, forgiving, learning, growing, helping, giving and praising God.
“Today, if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts.” Psalm 95:7-8 NIV
2 thoughts on “IF ONLY… By Tammy Glover”
This is so beautiful, Tam! Keep up the writing.
This is good Tammy. Helps one to remember how precious life is and what is important. Be Blessed.